Why I’ve started this blog.

The one person who reads this blog so far will understand why I’ve started writing this it.  For the other person (let’s pretend there is one) I have another blog full of pictures and videos of my life. Lots of stories, mostly about the kids and mostly made “sweet” because my family and extended family read it so I can’t express how I really feel. Especially my MIL whom I have a horrible relationship with  and there are so many times that I just want to vent in writing and I can’t on the other blog because she’ll read it and then I’ll have to deal with that whole mess – which in time I will explain what “mess” is in my world.

Married Single Mom: I’ve been married for 9 years together for 11. We have 2 kids, 2.4 years and 5.5 months. And I won’t sugar coat it – it’s hard fucking work (that’s the other bonus about this page, I can swear….God I like to swear when it’s appropriate). My hubby is a shift worker…lots of shitty shifts. 3 to be exact. He is a cop.  So while I consider myself to be a married woman I also think that I’m for the most part raising these kids alone and therefore also consider myself single.

I will also use this blog to try and pull my once top preforming brain out of the suer?…sewer… Staying at home has made me go dumb. Truly. I can’t spell I can’t write and I can’t talk. I used to be able to do all those things. Now unless it involves singing the Dora song, I’m just blank.  My bff “K” has a blog which I might add to my blog roll – I’ll see if that’s ok…anyway she’s a brilliant writer. I aspire to have as many (see I can’t even articulate) as many – fuck I would love to write like she does. There.

Ok that’s it for tonight. I spent most of my night trying to set this mofo up. I’m not even sure I like the design so it may change.

Thanks for amusing me by reading this. I’ll try not to be too negative but you’ll have to hear it for a little while. I have a lot of venting baggage that needs to come out. ARG!!!!